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The Hand That Mocked, The Heart That Fed

by We Scholars

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1.
Bad Faith 02:40
My peace is a storm that rages in my mind Trapped in a manufactured maze of society's design We must take heed of the call that dwells within The clarion that beckons us toward seeking true enlightenment The search for answers in a world that offers none Eschew society's pressures and confusions Your gut is an apostle; listen to the gospel We all know what's inside The candle of veracity, the true path of our lives We all know it can't be ignored The drive to live as our best selves, to search for something pure In our hearts the only scripture; the obstacle is our mind The lighthouse of our souls signals our exaltations Buried beneath the hubris of others' expectations To finally get some semblance of peace is merely to decide Negative ecstasy demands that we acknowledge in epiphanic moments of anxious clarity: Existence precedes essence Take control of your happiness
2.
Sepia Heroes 02:55
This vitriol is cyclical The streets are rife with enmity This archaic philosophical disease Still present in this century Shepherds have gone away, 'been taken from their sheep In their wake pious wolves prey(pray) Waiting as they lull them to sleep These sepia heroes don't have to be a page to turn in history Be the change you wanna see, don't hide behind verbosity Don't focus on the difference find the similarity June 12, 1963 on a summer night down in Jackson, Mississippi A courageous martyr, he fell Fallen prey to a coward's bullet shell Painting passionate hues into a stoic concrete You were a beacon of hope in a weary world In an arid desert wasteland, a shimmering ocean pearl These sepia heroes don't have to be a page to turn in history Be the change you wanna see, don't hide behind verbosity Don't focus on the difference find the similarity We seek change, but we won't put the weight of burden on our backs Just sanctimonious, paperback prophets preaching from the Comforts of cul-de-sacs
3.
Genesis 02:23
I'm spinning cotton into thread Weaving tapestries in my head Searching for the patterns within to make this all make sense But what comes out is a mess of knotted twist and frayed edges That look nothing like the starting conceptual image Feelings of futility flood my frontal lobe And pave this labyrinthian path I can't see Obstacles obtrude my thoughts Is this even worth pursuing? Fight this feeling Push through Don't let your self-doubt disturb or dissuade you Don't acquiesce We can't cave in Or let our negative inclinations win Again drawing blood from this stone A problem perpetually posed Reaching the recesses of my reason Importance overblown I see a spark deep down within Embarking to keep it lit The chaos of my mind determined to extinguish it Here we fucking go again Another exercise of indecision Obstacles obtrude my thoughts and I... Damn it. Genesis is the end of nearly every fucking thing that I attempt to rend Genesis, stumped again; the moment of birth, frustration sets in Genesis is the end; right from the start I can't impart these cliched perspectives Genesis, can't comprehend: what's the point? Ain't got no choice in how this brain stifles my voice
4.
Another fleeting day, spent isolated in this plaster cage Comforted by a lonely humming, a vagabond's sweet self-serenade Sprawled and idle, I peer up thinking Of vast expanse of blue skies, but vacant eyes only navigate Fissured ceiling fault lines Will it lead to California? Or will it just simply crumble and decay? I guess everything crumbles in the end anyway Enemy(enemy), Enemy(enemy), submerged in toxic apathy Enemy(enemy) Enemy(enemy) complacency 'Cause all my body's chemistry is a slave to all this reverie But I've got to wake up, cause time won't wait for me I'm sick and tired of all these excuses I've been selling Employed more than a nautical metaphor in verses of rebellion Self-imposed resignation to comforts of routine Ideals lay somewhere buried, still in possession of their sheen Will time and pressure forge the best in me? Or will I be left a shell of good intentions Marred and brittled by defeat? Enemy(enemy), Enemy(enemy), submerged in toxic apathy Enemy(enemy) Enemy(enemy) complacency 'Cause all my body's chemistry is a slave to all this reverie But I've got to wake up, cause time won't wait for me And I know I cannot hold on to this forever Progressive footsteps haunted by yesterday's endeavors Perhaps some things are best left to rose-colored hues of the past Preserved in ideal form, we'll always have But we can never go back
5.
Your laughter, your smile, a vestige of happier times But perhaps it was just misery cloaked in a clever disguise But to ill intentions I have never been inclined, 'Cause there once was a time and place where you were my Clementine We'll always have these timepieces Reflections in the amber of who we are and what we used to be An epidermic collective of experience, Just well meaning players in this grandiose comedy Gravity commands urgency as I salvage a single grain(of time) Infused with anarchy, my greedy claws clasp for anything to remain I'm a faded hero on a fool's odyssey Clashing with sirens, Seeking what can never be retrieved We'll always have these timepieces Reflections in the amber of who we are and what we used to be An epidermic collective of experience, Another narrative in the scheme of eternity You'll always be a part of me, An atom to the molecule forever bound chemically
6.
Dear Julie 02:11
My heart mutinied against my coldest senses You tore down the blockades and the formidable trenches Like a Caesarean conquest of Gaul You came to take it all Now i lie in wait to cast the flag at your feet I willingly capitulate Julie, you dance so whimsically inside my head A partial dwelling in fantasy But some ground has been shared and tread I sat supplicating at your knees You whispered to me, breath so sweet My pride and ego now lay in shambles on the floor My divine celestial queen, straight from mythology Dismantled hubristic tendency With your eyes of green Julie, you dance so whimsically inside my head A partial dwelling in fantasy But some ground has been shared and tread A light breeze filtered through your window on that summer night Caressing your hair, danced like ocean waves Whisking me in with the tide My soul a weightless feather dancing in flight Julie, you are a truth that no mystic could provide Relics and symbols have now been cast aside Sanctuary's a place, in your warm embrace Injecting me with life Julie, you dance so whimsically inside my head A partial dwelling in fantasy But some ground has been shared and tread
7.
The Abyss 02:56
Two asteroids collide in an infinite expanse No predetermined flight; just participants in circumstance From this innocuous event results a chain of links Bound together by our essence, despite what we're taught to think There are those who find value staring into the abyss And there are those who find nothing but utter emptiness When we cast our gaze above, we lose sight of our periphery Seeking only for ourselves, praying selfishly Fragile dogmatic doctrines all claim to know the path Just don't ask any questions, and you'd better not talk back From this disguised disease results a toxicity That permeates all discourse and obscures our commonality To those around us who are lost: we are forever tied Links in a common chain, bound through the accident of life Set in your gaze Sublimated emotion A classic case of erroneously cast devotion When we cast our gaze above, we lose sight of our periphery We dispel our humanity
8.
Inhabitants of the first world I watch you complain all day Like a petulant child who Never seems to get his way You spend your life manufacturing A false complexion While you're constantly searching For your digitized affection Even instant validity Could never set you free From your malignant, narcissistic, self-absorbed personality You're sitting around waiting For the red carpet to unfurl It makes me sick, but these are The perspectives of the first world These appetites for vanity and avarice Have led us to a state of unbridled selfishness Can't discern between what you want And what you need You're wringing your hands As you line up for the feed Inhabitants of the first world You're crawling on your hands and knees Salivating at the chance to purchase your new identity You spend your life manufacturing A false complexion While you're constantly searching For your digitized affection Even instant validity Could never set you free From your malignant, narcissistic, self-absorbed personality You're sitting around waiting For the red carpet to unfurl It makes me sick, but these are The perspectives of the first world These appetites for vanity and avarice Have led us to a state of unbridled selfishness Can't discern between what you want And what you need You're wringing your hands As you line up for the feed
9.
Combing through the city on a late night drive Searching for a pulse, for a sign of you To keep you alive in my mind Thinking of what once was And what could have been A these same old buildings Glare down at me with a derisive grin I've soldiered on through the change The transitions and the pain Harboring hopeless illusions That things will stay the same But reality cannot reconcile with my brain The city lights they don't burn as bright Lifting their feeble glow has now become their plight Since you sought distant horizons And drove away from sight Leaving me with these ghosts of the city tonight Now you're gone from this place for good Moving forward towards the future Like I know I should But I'm clinging to a distant memory Bringing me short term happiness But a terminal misery I've soldiered on through the change The transitions and the pain Harboring hopeless illusions That things will stay the same But reality cannot reconcile with my brain The city lights they don't burn as bright Lifting their feeble glow has now become their plight Since you sought distant horizons And drove away from sight Leaving me with these ghosts of the city tonight Echoes of voices' past ring out In the recess of these concrete cracks Trapped between steel sepulchers An urban specter constructs this epitaph The city lights they don't burn as bright Lifting their feeble glow has now become their plight Since you sought distant horizons And drove away from sight Leaving me with these ghosts of the city tonight
10.
What We Do 01:45
Prosaic armchair politics, it's easy to relent Assuage popular positions without so much as a sweat All words cut are nothing but ego and bullshit When supported on infirm legs unwilling to persist Buckled at the knees when it's time to hit the street It's not just what we think; It's what we do It doesn't start with them; it starts with you Like a powder keg nestled near an open flame, ready to explode So clear with what instills this rage with no solutions proposed "Why bother participating in a broken system?" When complaining feels so good but challenges nothing Fuck that Seize the power you have

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We wrote this album slowly over the last few years and recorded it even more slowly.

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released November 29, 2020

Brandon: Guitar, vocals, sentimentality
Aaron: Guitar, vocals, bass, drums, existential ennui

Thanks to KDC for providing backing vocals on "Ghosts of the City" when Aaron couldn't sing them (like he can sing anything else). Her ethereal voice allows us to momentarily ignore the crushing weight of impending death.

Thanks also to Shane "Good Shade" Natalie for adding a little special sauce to the mixes for us. He's a good dude.

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We Scholars Dayton, Ohio

Two dudes writing songs.

Both of them like philosophy and punk rock and literature and the Reds and being accidentally pretentious by pretending to be pretentious. Brandon also has a fervent distaste for gilded-age mustache core. See Pitchfork for an example. ... more

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